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December 29 ....it's a rhythm of happiness, beats of sorrow, and a tone of blankness although, the singers are many and the notes are endless yet, it's a song of lonliness, a chorus of emptiness ![]() One of my friends died last year on Christmas after he met with an accident. I spoke to him on Christmas eve, at 12, when he called up and wished me. And then, I couldn't do it again the next day. On 27th morning, i.e. yesterday, another friend of mine called up and told me that his dad expired on 25th and he's in Kerela to complete the formalities. Funny, this life is. It has multiple faces, all hidden from each other. A sees one, B sees the some other. A is happy, B is sad. A is celebrating, B is mourning. But then, I make myself understand that life's like THAT and I need to accept it like THAT. So, here's wishing you all and myself a rockin' new year! :) December 28 Coming back :)It feels funny at times.
You're happy but you don't feel the happiness. You're not unhappy but you feel the unhappiness. You feel blank and you want to stay in that blank state. You don't feel like thinking about anything, but you do wonder about the state of your mind. Emotionless Senseless Blackness. Black Hole. Okay, I don't know why I feel like that right now. But, overall, I'm happy :)
I'm back after a delay of two days. I didn't feel like returning on 26th so I'm returning today. I've reached the airport kinda early so thought of updating you guys. Awww, I don't know why this funny feeling is troubling me! Troubling the Trouble Bubble :D
I'll catch up with you all tomorrow. Cya! :)
December 21 Woohooo :)What if you get to correct this kinda English paper? :D Wouldn't it be fun?! LOL :)) ![]() Guys, tomorrow I'm leaving for Delhi, that is, home. I'll be back on 26th evening. So what's on my list this time? :)
Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! :) December 19 marraige of soulstwo pairs of eyes saw one dream they twinkled together and the lips touched to let out the steam two hearts skipped the same beat two souls burned golden in the same heat ![]() December 16 ...Yesterday, while going home, I took a rickshaw from the bus-stop till my place. While we were entering a lane, one of my friends waved at me from a distance. He motioned me to tell the rickwallah to stop so that he too can come with me on it. I asked the rickwallah to stop and he took a couple of seconds to stop. I wondered why he took that long. My friend came, sat in the rickshaw, and asked the rickwallah to move. The rickwallah shook his head and said that he can't carry two people in his rickshaw. We wondered why. I was about to question the rickwallah on it when my friend stopped me and pointed towards rickwallah's broken left leg. He didn't have one. I felt bad, guilty, ashamed, and shocked at the same time. My friend then got down and asked me to proceed. I offered that we can take another rickshaw for both of us but my friend asked me not to and proceed with him. I said okay and did. On the way, I got a call from my friend. He said that he didn't want this rickwallah to be deprived of the fare that I would give. He, inspite of his broken leg, is working to earn his bread, and not begging like others do. After hearing this, I stopped feeling bad for him cuz' then I could appreciate it. When I reached home, I thought that I would give him some extra bucks. The next second, I cursed myself for thinking like that. He ain't a beggar. He doesn't deserve any pity. He just needs to be paid for his work, not more, not less. I got down and smiled at him. He smiled back. His smile said, "I know what you have been thinking." Today's saturday and I'm in office. How boring! When I went out for lunch, I saw three puppies outside the gate. One was busy climbing the one-brick high pavement, one was already on the pavement and was pushing the first one, and one was busy wagging its tail at nothing. I stopped for a while and watched them. The third one came down and started licking my toe. It felt so funny and ticklish. And then, the seocnd one was successful in climbing the pavement, although it landed on its belly. I had a good laugh and wished if I could spend my saturday with them! Have a nice weekend! December 15 Tag-shag yet again !Another tag!; this time by Dids :D (oops I just found out tht 2 more people have tagged me.. Rohit and Pritz :p) So here it is... The ABC of Life A. Available or taken: Am I a commodity or what? 8-| B. Best Friend: Granny C. Cake or pie: Pineapple cake *drool* D. Drink of choice: Tea, anytime! E. Essential item: Books and phone :D F. Favorite color: Blue G. Gummi bears or worms: Pooh bear! :D H. Hometown: Home is where the heart is ( and my heart is a wanderer ) :D I. Indulgence: Head massage J. January or February: February (pleasant, short, and the month of my birth) K. Kids and/or names: Nonu (the kid isn't there yet though :p) L. Life is incomplete without: If we talk of people, then it's parents and friends. Otherwise, love and hope (philosophical :p) M. Marriage date: Dunno! N. Number of siblings: 0 (Divoo rulez!) :p O. Oranges or apples: Green apples P. Phobias/Fears: My fear reaches heights at high places and underwater Q. Quote: "Don't dare to be different. Dare to be yourself. If that doesn't make you different, then something is wrong." R. Reason to smile: Rivers, clouds, puppies, granny, and bebu S. Season: Rainy T. Tag 3 /6 people: Shiwali, Ashoo, Mr. Mom (Adam), Deepu, and Aisha (samragirl), Kim, Pratima (Rohit Sups Mandy Sweeti.. I removed yr names cuz you're already tagged :D) U. Unknown fact about me: That Divoo doesn't reveal unknown facts about herself :D V. Vegetable you hate: All green leafy vegetables and all kinda gourds W. Worst habit: Over-thinking X. X-rays: Huh? Y. Your favorite food: Spicy Indian Z. Zodiac: Aquarius December 12 Puri trip updateWoohoo! I'm back :D Btw, I was back yesterday itself but I couldn't post the pics cuz I had to rush to office :p So lemme tell you something about my trip. Who all went: My roommates Nidya and Shweta & I Where all we went: Puri, Chilika Lake, and Konark (Sun temple) Dec 8, Friday Boarded the train to Puri in the night Dec 9, Saturday Reached Puri at 7 cuz the train was an hour late Checked in to the Puri Hotel, which is right in front of the beach, at 8. We were lucky enough to get a room facing the beach :D Dumped our stuff in the room, changed into our so-called beachwear, and rushed to take a dip in the sea Shweta was stupid enough to carry some money in her pocket and lose it in the sea :p Puri sea is quite rough and adds to the fun. The beach was very clean! Monkeyed around in the waves and did a great photo session :D Had 'daabh' (coconut water) and 'chaat' at the beach and relaxed in the sand Shweta and Nidya built a sand castle and wrote our names in it :D Took a camel ride (I couldnt it on the poor camel after Nidya and Shweta were on it :p) Thereafter, we went back to the hotel, bathed, and hooged on the food Took a nap for an hour, got dressed again, and went out for tea Landed on the beach again to watch the sunset Took a long walk on the shore, clicked some pics, and then headed towards the Jagannath temple Cameras and cellphones aren't allowed inside the Jagannath temple... shucks :( Shweta and I dumped our gadgets on Nidya and went inside Temples have reduced to mere monuments and money-making places now I didn't feel good :-< Came out after taking a round inside, did some shopping (shells n stuff), and came back to the hotel Hogged on the food again and took a walk on the beach.. the sea was quite angry ooh! Back to the hotel and slept Day over December 10, Sunday I woke up at 5:30 cuz I wanted to see the sunrise Woke up Shweta and Nidya cuz they wanted to go to the temple again They left for the temple I waited till 6 for the sun to show its face Went down to the beach and clicked the sun rising Clciked the fishermen pulling the net out of the sea Roamed around for an hour or so and went back to the hotel The 3 of us got dressed, had breakfast, checked out of the hotel, and went off to Chilika Lake Nidya had an upset stomach, Shweta was fasting, and I was the only one hogging :p Booked a boat for ourselves and headed towards Chilika lake with a bang (I was the one who did a bang with a humpty-dumpty fall :-s) Reached the dolphin point where dolphins refuse to show us their face :( Visited the Vishnu temple on the way and then reached the point where the lake meets the sea Spent some time on that beach and then returned Hogged on the food again (only me this time) and set off to Konark We thought that we'd make it just in time at the un Temple but we couldn't :( We reached just after sunset :-| Hired a Guide and roamed around in the Sun Temple The erotica caricatures in the temple look amazing! The Guide was patient enough to bear the giggles of Shweta and Nidya :P I was pissed off bcuz there wasn't any proper light for me to click the pictures :( Btw, Sun temple looks amazing at the time of sunrise and sunset (missed that :( ) may be the next time! :D Did some more shopping.. show pieces, pearls, etc etc. and rushed back to Puri cuz it was getting late Reached the station, had dinner, boarded the train, and slept instantly December 11, Monday Back to Kolkata :( Back to work :( Check out the pics in the "Puri and Konark Trip" album :D December 08 woohooo!It's strange how seasons change sweat to jitters from summers to winters It's strange how people change with the time from cacophony to chime I'm going on a short trip to a beautiful place this weekend! Lemme come back on Monday and then I'd tell you where :) After long, my camera's gonna be back in action! Have a nice weekend! December 06 yawn yawner yawnest :|Stupid, stupider, stupidest Life seems to be at its bestest Full, fuller, fullest My brain seems to be at its worsest Dumb, dumber, dumbest At times, I feel I'm the intelligentest Whatever, whateverer, whateverest I'm, right now, at my weirdest ![]() December 04 until..until the moon doesn't reveal its self and ceases to be a mystery until the stars don't forget to twinkle and constellations don't become a history until the sea doesn't reveal its secrets and ceases to rise and sleep until the mountains don't look away from the sky and forests cease to be deep until my eyes don't forget to cry and the heart ceases to beat until your love doesn't burn me to death I'll burn myself in its heat Now don't start assuming that I've gone crazy in love. It's not that I'm not in love and I'm not crazy. But, this snippet just came out from nowhere. I was peacefully doing my work and it was choking me. So, I'd to spit it out! :p Have a nice week ahead. Mine's gonna be boring! December 02 if only...don't know what don't know why in the depths of the sea in the heights of the sky if only I could drown if only I could fly don't know how don't know where in the dark of the forests in the mystery of the air if only I could shed if only I could bare if only I could be bold if only I could cease to be shy if only I could catch hold of you if only I could crucify if only I could dance if only I could jump with joy if only I could sing it away if only I could cease to be a toy |
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