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    July 31

    ...

    Splash!

    fell the bucket of my life's colors

    Alas!

    I was left colorless by the colors

    Splat!

    came the red on my cheeks

    Whoosh!

    the wind strew the colors all over

    Blink!

    I fluttered and tried to look

    Plop!

    I slipped and rolled over

    Yipee!

    I got back all my colors!

     

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    July 27

    Tell me why

    Tell me why
    I am so confused

    Tell me why
    you seem so amused

    Tell me why
    I feel so hesitant
    Tell me why
    you are so dominant

    Tell me why
    at the end, I always sigh

    Tell me why
    you're the one who gets a high

    Tell me why
    I tend to cry

    Tell me why
    you always succeed to pry

    Tell me why
    I feel that you play sly

    Tell me why
    you give me wings and don't let me fly

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    Btw, after long I succeeded in uploading some of my trip pics :D Check out the  "Flora & Fauna" and the "From the hills of Bengal" albums.
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    July 25

    Desperation

    I saw the silver drops on your skin,
    shining naughty on your broad shoulders
    I saw them trickle down your neck,
    onto the chest, and glisten on

    the lustrous stretch of the dark hair
    I could see how desperate they were,
    those thirsty drops,
    aroused by the smell of your bare body
    I could feel them shiver
    and my heart waver
    I could sense the urge
    to run a finger down your shoulder,
    trace some somethings on your chest,
    brush my breath against your neck,
    and whisper in your ear,
    something that you cannot hear,
    but that makes the adrenaline rush through your bod
    and sends a current down mine,
    the desperation, the urge, the fear
    the sighs, the moans, the tears

     

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    July 24

    ...

    the muddy ground
    the crooked hut
    the hopping rooster
    the barking dog
    the crowing crow
    the singing koel
    the hanging clothes
    the shy kid
    the busy mother
    the chatting father
    the rising smoke
    the boiling tea
    the noisy leaves
    the silent breeze

    the pit pat drizzle
    the damp ground
    the hiding rooster
    the runaway dog
    the silent crow
    the fluttering koel
    the wet clothes
    the dancing kid
    the smiling mother
    the busy father
    the foggy smoke
    the aromatic tea
    the chit-chatting people
    the slurping sounds
    the silent leaves
    the cool breeze

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    July 21

    I hate tags!!

    Torture torture torture.. here's Sup's tag..

    If you comment on this post (saying anything at all):

    1. I’ll respond with something random about you
    2. I’ll challenge you to try something
    3. I’ll pick a color that i associate with you
    4. I’ll tell you something i like about you
    5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
    6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of
    7. I’ll ask you something i’ve always wanted to ask you
    8. If i do this for you, you must post this on yours

    :((

    July 20

    No Name's reply to "If Only"

    If only you'd have looked

    beyond the black, into the depth of my eyes – Dekha to "Retina"

    If only you'd have seen
    what I see, and others don't, in the skies – chand sitaare (Moon, Stars)what else…
    J

    If only you'd have noticed
    not the color, but the playfulness of my hair – hmmm short karwa liye abhi bare ho jayenge to fir se will play :-)

    If only you'd have felt
    the magnets that we are as a pair – aaah both are south poles ohh sorry north

    If only you'd have seen
    the current that rushes through my skinny body – 440 V pheww

    If only you'd have explored
    the real me, who's not just a somebody – sveetu!!! Did i ever say anything else???:-w...haaaann....Ulllu ka pathaa...or what about new one...;-)

    If only you'd have overlooked
    the kid in me, and understood the expression – you are a kid, nothing else…shooooo!!!

    If only you'd have called it
    love, not obsession – Did I ever call it something else…:-w

    If only you'd have ignored
    my clothes, and watched my movements – cheeeeeeee, gandi baat...booooo!!!

    If only you'd have grasped
    the meaning of my various comments - i know that means teaseeeeeeeeee;-)

    If only you'd not have
    pampered my jealousy – Ok! I wont

    If only you'd not have
    let me in the world of fantasy – Time he nahi milta baki ki fantasies se!!! Will try thou

    If only you'd have known why
    I find you different from other men – cause I am different!!! Any doubt??? ;-)

    If only you'd have known that
    I'm unlike other women, but still a woman – yea I know u a female!!! woman... i doubt u are, are you?

    *** Divu didn't like that i posted this here so i had to delete this post once but then she said she was ok n was just joking so i had to put in again.. in the process, 2 comments got deleted. My Apologies for that to the people who had put in the comments. I think one was from Vijay and another was from some "i dont know the first name_girl" ***

    July 19

    If only

    If only you'd have looked
    beyond the black, into the depth of my eyes

    If only you'd have seen
    what I see, and others don't, in the skies

    If only you'd have noticed
    not the color, but the playfulness of my hair

    If only you'd have felt
    the magnets that we are as a pair

    If only you'd have seen
    the current that rushes through my skinny body

    If only you'd have explored
    the real me, who's not just a somebody

    If only you'd have overlooked
    the kid in me, and understood the expression

    If only you'd have called it
    love, not obsession

    If only you'd have ignored
    my clothes, and watched my movements

    If only you'd have grasped
    the meaning of my various comments

    If only you'd not have
    pampered my jealousy

    If only you'd not have
    let me in the world of fantasy

    If only you'd have known why
    I find you different from other men

    If only you'd have known that
    I'm unlike other women, but still a woman

    July 17

    My destination

    I wonder and I gaze
    as I sit in a cage
    the one that you have built

    The one that you have built
    with a slight tilt
    and the golden rods

    The golden rods
    with evens and odds
    to give my sight, a shine

    Give my sight, a shine
    to stop that faint whine
    and the tears in my eye

    The tears in my eye
    at the corner, they lie
    as if about to die

    As if about to die
    cuz' there's nothing to cry
    there's nothing but a dream

    There's nothing but a dream
    rosy, although, it does seem
    it gives me a faint hope

    It gives me a faint hope
    that with difficulties I'd cope
    cuz' it's worth a try

    It's worth a try
    cuz' someday, you might let me fly
    to you, my destination

    July 13

    the 7/11

    the blast
    the shock
    the cries
    the mock

    the bodies
    the train
    the blood
    the pain

    the noise
    the sight
    the evening
    the fright

    the courage
    the night
    the darkness
    the light

    the hopes
    the ease
    the spirits
    the peace

    July 10

    The soft rain

    Last night
    I saw the soft rain
    falling on my window
    It was too soft to be heard
    but I could smell it
    as I sat near the glass, resting my elbow

    I could see it better
    when I saw it against the yellow light
    of the lamp post as the background
    I could see the thin drops
    which looked like white threads
    quite different from the ones that look round

    And then, as the light of the lamp
    grew brighter
    I could see the threads in orange and red
    I saw the red flowers grow redder
    the yellow shine on the railing of my balcony
    and the white turned red bougainvillea bedspread

    I could see them shining
    I could see them twinkling
    and smiling at their changing color

    as they tasted the soft rain
    My window moved outwards softly
    and I moved nearer to the watch the show of glimmer

     

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    July 05

    The Devil's Ant

    The clock struck six
    I woke up with a start
    It was neither the clock's gong
    nor did my alarm play any part
     
    I rubbed my eyes
    but the feeling was quite different
    coz' the corner of my eye hurt
    guess what, I'd been bitten by a red ant
     
    She was sitting right there on my pillow
    feeling delighted about her bite
    I felt it was a weird place to,
    she felt that it was just right
     
    I was irritated
    coz' my eye hurt like hell
    I felt like giving her a big whack,
    felt like ringing her head with it like a bell
     
    I finally got up
    and swept her off the pillow
    It didn't make me feel great though
    coz' she was such a small fellow
     
    The corner still hurt
    and my eyes looked wine-shot
    I'd to study,
    I picked up a book, but could not
     
    Now that I wasn't able to read
    I planned to take a nap
    I washed my eyes and looked in the mirror
    as I stood beside the tap
     
    I came out blinking
    the water in my eyes felt like gel
    I wondered if it'd stay like this
    I wondered if it'd swell
     
    I curled up on the bed
    ready to take the nap
    I mumbled some abuses to the ant
    and continued thinking crap
     
    I even dreamt about the ant
    teasing me about the bite
    I was fuming with anger
    ready to pick up a fight
     
    She pounced on me
    and in my clothes, she tried to enter
    But before she could,
    I slapped her left, right, and center
     
    Now it was her who was fuming
    with anger, burning hot
    she clung onto my neck
    and gave another shot
     
    I again woke up with a start
    and I could feel a similar pain
    Yes, the miss red ant
    had bitten me yet again
     
    And this time to my surprise
    she was right there on my neck
    I turned red with anger
    I said, "What the heck!"
     
    I flicked her with my finger
    but that devil wouldn't move
    She still clutched a minuscle of my skin
    as she swayed in groove
     
    I turned redder
    and held her from the back
    I pulled her off with all my force
    and threw her down the balcony coz I didn't want her back
     
    Irritated and pained
    I sat on my bed
    neither the pain went
    nor did the ant go out of my head
     
    I'm still in pain
    In my head, she's still there
    I'm sure that tonight
    she's going to give me nightmares
     

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    July 03

    Reality of the Virtuality

    Don't pull me,
    you, the devil of fantasy
    You have blurred
    my vision of reality
    You are a magnet
    an addictive abnormality
    You have changed
    the face of my personality
    You make me feel dead
    in the world of factuality
    You seem beautiful
    but, you are ugly beyond my imaginability
    You have exploited
    every molecule of my sensuality

    Just get lost
    cuz' now I know the reality of this virtuality