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    October 14

    beginnings


    i know what they mean 
    when they say 
    it's just the beginning

    it's beginning to deal with
    the smell of poop
    and our diaper-changing jobs

    it's beginning to deal with
    her effortless cries
    and our hopeless efforts to make her sleep

    it's beginning to deal with
    her strange tummy timing
    and our ongoing sleeplessness

    it's beginning to deal with
    her everchanging moods
    and our fading memories of a routine

    it's beginning to deal with
    her untold things
    and our everlasting aches

    it's beginning to deal with
    her perfect sense of touch
    and our overwhelming flow of emotions

    it's not just one beginning
    but several beginnings
    and there are several more to come

    phew! :)

    October 06

    she, the bliss!

    takes a deep breath
    clings to my chest
    blinks her starry eyes
    says i'm the best

    holds her chin and thinks
    yawns forever and stares
    makes a face when we talk
    frowns, and smiles, the rares

    poops when we least expect
    goes red when we laugh at it
    throws her arms in air
    eats every piece and bit

    loves her mommy's voice
    loves her daddy's lap
    hates to wear the mittens
    detests the stupid caps

    adore her coos and bahs
    our sweet potato she is
    she's the life of our lives
    her presence is sheer bliss

    September 28

    my angel!


    pink is all around me
    pink is what i feel
    pink is my lovely princess
    an angel from head to heel

    i wonder at this wonder
    her l'll feet i kiss
    i know now what i needed
    i know now what was amiss

    i wanna hug her forever
    i wanna protect her from all
    i wanna save all my kisses for her
    i wanna give her all


    September 05

    still around... counting and waiting :D


    just four more weeks to go, people! i wouldn't say that i'm getting impatient but i'm getting more curious with each passing day. for those who don't know, my due date is 29 september. now you all wouldn't keep wondering much. :D

    tik tok tik tok
    why's the time crawling?
    tik tok tik tok
    short of sleep i'm falling
    tik tok tik tok
    why's the morning lazy?
    tik tok tik tok
    i love the color of daisy
    tik tok tik tok
    why am i always yawning?
    tik tok tik tok
    wish me some good morning

    August 15

    realizations and more


    some people and some incidents make you realize how lucky you are to be what you are and have what you have. you feel stupid for having complained about stupid things that don't really matter. you learn what being content is. i wish that i keep learning this lesson everyday! :)

    i'm down and i'm high
    i wonder and i sigh
    i smile through the pain
    i know what i'm gonna gain

    July 16

    lazy bum is back :D


    been a long time since i updated my space! i've not been busy people, just lazy. :D a lot of things happened in the last few weeks...
    • we moved to a new apartment Rainbow
    • celebrated Nitin's b'day in the new apartment Birthday cake
    • my friends arranged a surprise baby shower for me yesterday Angel
    • i've become lazier Sleepy
    the baby shower came as a wonderful surprise to me! i can't thank my friends much for making me feel even more special. Smile they dressed me up in a traditional sari and loads of jewelery. i felt heavy and hot but wonderful. Angel

    Nitin's b'day started with the usual 12 a.m. cake-cutting ceremony with friends and ended in a dinner with friends. simple and sweet. :)

    the new apartment is more spacious and i have more place to move around without hitting any furniture. Open-mouthed

    it's hot and humid and this stupid weather makes me sleepier! Sleepy


    June 18

    and when...


    and when i was born
    i wondered who i am
    and when i went to school
    i wondered who they are
    and when i had those crushes
    i wondered why it happened
    and when i fell in love
    i wondered how it happened
    and when i married him
    i wondered if it was true
    and when you move in there
    i know that i was meant to be here

    June 05

    i wish


    i wish i could
    erase some moments
    from the past

    i wish i could
    freeze some moments
    of the present

    i wish i could
    in my favorite color
    paint my future

    May 30

    moody buns


    I'm in a funny mood.
    I wanna write but I don't want to.
    I wanna sleep but I don't want to.
    ==================================

    i know you're hungry
    when you tap tap tap
    when i start talking to you
    you take a nap nap nap
    feeling you move
    is fun fun fun
    you're my sweetheart
    my hun hun hun

    May 19

    i love it


    i love it
    when you hold my hand
    and walk besides me
    saying nothing
    making me smile

    i love it
    when you have your arm around me
    and walk besides me
    talking nonsense
    making me laugh

    i love it
    when you hug me unaware
    and hold me there
    whispering kisses
    melting me with your warmth

    i love it
    when you climb in the bed
    and pat me to sleep
    humming a lullaby
    making me dream

    May 12

    the changed and the unchanged


    i changed
    to change you
    and with the series of changes
    i forgot
    what i started as
    cuz' now
    i'm someone new
    but you still are
    what you were
    and i like it that way
    cuz' you are
    still you

    May 04

    been there


    been lazy been happy
    been there and did lots
    been grumpy been bumpy
    been there and answered the whys and whats

    April 23

    ;-)


    you're a blessing
    the best gift on earth
    you're a part of me
    i'm gonna give you birth

    i wonder if you'd be a l'll girlie
    whose pigtails i'd love to tie
    i wonder if you'd be a l'll guy
    whose paper planes i'd love to fly

    April 17

    why


    why did i laugh for no reason last night?
    why were the birds chirping tonight?
    why do i not sleep to be able to wake up soon?
    why isn't it strange and feels like boon?

    April 08

    feeling new


    as i walked into nowhere
    thinking about nothing
    and smiling for no reason
    i looked up at the sky
    with no colors today

    i felt new
    even if it is
    just another day


    March 28

    leaves are having fun


    they whisper
    they hug
    they caress each other
    they look more than happy
    wearing their favorite color

    they smile at the sun
    dance with the wind
    they move as one
    they let the rain drops kiss them
    and have the wildest of fun

    March 25

    tap dancing on my roof


    guess who tiptoed
    to my roof last night?
    it was the rain
    who didn't want to wake me up
    who couldn't help but do
    a little tap dance there
    thinking that it wasn't being heard
    and i lay in my bed
    smiling to the tip-tap it did
    smelling the freshness of it
    making it think
    that it isn't being heard

    March 18

    down the memory lane


    i walked
    and then i ran down
    the memory lane
    i brushed past
    some of my favorite moments
    sane and insane

    i smelt
    some delicious food
    that i now crave for
    i remembered
    those who cooked it
    those i somewhat cared for

    i flipped through
    the numerous books
    that i spent half of my salary on
    i wondered
    which shelf of which house
    they're sleeping on

    i thought about
    the blue cell phone
    the first one that i bought
    the one who i lost
    owing to my carelessness
    and had me distraught

    i met those
    special people
    who changed my life
    they were strangers
    who taught me how to handle
    the edge of a knife

    i felt dad's hugs
    and grandpa
    my ultimate pamperer
    i wished
    i could stay back here in time
    for some more time, if not forever

    March 09

    mornings


    a chirp here and a chirp there
    i inhale these sounds
    as i wake up smelling the misty air

    and oh how good that makes me feel
    i wanna touch the fluffy leaves
    i wanna lick the clouds as the sky i peel

    and with the birdies when i sing along
    to wake up the asleep
    i drift away to the world of sleep, listening to my own song

    March 05

    lost


    like a drop in the ocean is one but is lost
    like the air we breathe is a lot but is lost
    like a blade of the grass stands out but is lost
    i am, different than the swarm, standing out, but is lost