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October 14 beginningsi know what they mean when they say it's just the beginning it's beginning to deal with the smell of poop and our diaper-changing jobs it's beginning to deal with her effortless cries and our hopeless efforts to make her sleep it's beginning to deal with her strange tummy timing and our ongoing sleeplessness it's beginning to deal with her everchanging moods and our fading memories of a routine it's beginning to deal with her untold things and our everlasting aches it's beginning to deal with her perfect sense of touch and our overwhelming flow of emotions it's not just one beginning but several beginnings and there are several more to come phew! :) October 06 she, the bliss!takes a deep breath clings to my chest blinks her starry eyes says i'm the best holds her chin and thinks yawns forever and stares makes a face when we talk frowns, and smiles, the rares poops when we least expect goes red when we laugh at it throws her arms in air eats every piece and bit loves her mommy's voice loves her daddy's lap hates to wear the mittens detests the stupid caps adore her coos and bahs our sweet potato she is she's the life of our lives her presence is sheer bliss September 28 my angel!pink is all around me pink is what i feel pink is my lovely princess an angel from head to heel i wonder at this wonder her l'll feet i kiss i know now what i needed i know now what was amiss i wanna hug her forever i wanna protect her from all i wanna save all my kisses for her i wanna give her all September 05 still around... counting and waiting :Dtik tok tik tok why's the time crawling? tik tok tik tok short of sleep i'm falling tik tok tik tok why's the morning lazy? tik tok tik tok i love the color of daisy tik tok tik tok why am i always yawning? tik tok tik tok wish me some good morning August 15 realizations and moresome people and some incidents make you realize how lucky you are to be what you are and have what you have. you feel stupid for having complained about stupid things that don't really matter. you learn what being content is. i wish that i keep learning this lesson everyday! :) i'm down and i'm high i wonder and i sigh i smile through the pain i know what i'm gonna gain July 16 lazy bum is back :Dbeen a long time since i updated my space! i've not been busy people, just lazy. :D a lot of things happened in the last few weeks...
Nitin's b'day started with the usual 12 a.m. cake-cutting ceremony with friends and ended in a dinner with friends. simple and sweet. :) the new apartment is more spacious and i have more place to move around without hitting any furniture. it's hot and humid and this stupid weather makes me sleepier! June 18 and when...and when i was born i wondered who i am and when i went to school i wondered who they are and when i had those crushes i wondered why it happened and when i fell in love i wondered how it happened and when i married him i wondered if it was true and when you move in there i know that i was meant to be here June 05 i wisherase some moments from the past i wish i could freeze some moments of the present i wish i could in my favorite color paint my future May 30 moody bunsI'm in a funny mood. I wanna write but I don't want to. I wanna sleep but I don't want to. ================================== i know you're hungry when you tap tap tap when i start talking to you you take a nap nap nap feeling you move is fun fun fun you're my sweetheart my hun hun hun May 19 i love iti love it when you hold my hand and walk besides me saying nothing making me smile i love it when you have your arm around me and walk besides me talking nonsense making me laugh i love it when you hug me unaware and hold me there whispering kisses melting me with your warmth i love it when you climb in the bed and pat me to sleep humming a lullaby making me dream May 12 the changed and the unchangedi changed to change you and with the series of changes i forgot what i started as cuz' now i'm someone new but you still are what you were and i like it that way cuz' you are still you May 04 been therebeen lazy been happy been there and did lots been grumpy been bumpy been there and answered the whys and whats April 23 ;-)you're a blessing the best gift on earth you're a part of me i'm gonna give you birth i wonder if you'd be a l'll girlie whose pigtails i'd love to tie i wonder if you'd be a l'll guy whose paper planes i'd love to fly April 17 whywhy did i laugh for no reason last night? why were the birds chirping tonight? why do i not sleep to be able to wake up soon? why isn't it strange and feels like boon? April 08 feeling newas i walked into nowhere thinking about nothing and smiling for no reason i looked up at the sky with no colors today i felt new even if it is just another day March 28 leaves are having funthey whisper they hug they caress each other they look more than happy wearing their favorite color they smile at the sun dance with the wind they move as one they let the rain drops kiss them and have the wildest of fun March 25 tap dancing on my roofguess who tiptoed to my roof last night? it was the rain who didn't want to wake me up who couldn't help but do a little tap dance there thinking that it wasn't being heard and i lay in my bed smiling to the tip-tap it did smelling the freshness of it making it think that it isn't being heard March 18 down the memory lanei walked and then i ran down the memory lane i brushed past some of my favorite moments sane and insane i smelt some delicious food that i now crave for i remembered those who cooked it those i somewhat cared for i flipped through the numerous books that i spent half of my salary on i wondered which shelf of which house they're sleeping on i thought about the blue cell phone the first one that i bought the one who i lost owing to my carelessness and had me distraught i met those special people who changed my life they were strangers who taught me how to handle the edge of a knife i felt dad's hugs and grandpa my ultimate pamperer i wished i could stay back here in time for some more time, if not forever March 09 morningsa chirp here and a chirp there i inhale these sounds as i wake up smelling the misty air and oh how good that makes me feel i wanna touch the fluffy leaves i wanna lick the clouds as the sky i peel and with the birdies when i sing along to wake up the asleep i drift away to the world of sleep, listening to my own song March 05 lostlike a drop in the ocean is one but is lost like the air we breathe is a lot but is lost like a blade of the grass stands out but is lost i am, different than the swarm, standing out, but is lost |
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